Whomever you care for, pour yourself into them. Give everything you can. Don’t hold back. I don’t know your situation but I do know heartache. I know how it feels to put all of my love into an abyss. People can be cruel. I have been cruel. When you’ve been hurt by someone you lose so much of yourself. as if energy had been depleted and you have nothing in reserve. It’s tiring, I know. But you are limitless and regenerate. Never treat someone with the cruelty you were treated with. Be and give the love you never received. Be and give the love you deserve and always wanted. So whoever you are with or are soon to stumble across, get to know them. Let them get to know you. Play no games. Build no walls. Just be and when it feels right, shower them with all of your magic. Don’t hold your own soul hostage. And if it doesn’t work out it doesn’t work out. At least you can say you gave your all and it wasn’t your fault.